Amplifing my mind 4 success...


It was a struggle to sit my azz down today to write out some goals and get some much needed rest. Not sure who came up with the term that "you are your own worst enemy" but they are truly on point when they made that comment. The last past couple of weeks I feel like my schedule and mind have been off sync for good reason. I have decided not to fight with myself but prepare myself more effectively for success. A few weeks ago I recorded my first introduction video for my online class and of course am not satisfied with it whatsoever. The background was distracting the lighting was NOT right whatsoever and my teeth are starting to gap. What else can I condemn myself about, besides my makeup looks like I was working at some after hours club...

I do have something to work with it's called audio and narration, nobody has to see what flaws I have. I have some b-roll footage that I will be adding to my introduction part of the class. Mixing commercialism with my workshop should set me apart from the rest. I realized I am reinventing myself from independent filmmaker to FAA certified aerial cinematographer which isn't much of a stretch it's all in the same arena of media and technology. Nowadays I've realized I have to do tutorials on whatever I am focusing on. For instance I have some maneuvers down and some I still have to work on, but overall I am proud of the success of my video capture. The more I watch and listen to videos on youtube for bettering myself, the better off I am to organize and execute my ideas to reality.

Back at the ranch...

In the news, Trump has still not come to reality and thinks that he has been cheated. I'm not sure about others thoughts but mine are simple when will his jive ass get out of the white house. Trump has three baby mommas, has turned the white house into Covid health risk when will he just move out and move on. It's not like I don't care about our voting system but this has been an embarrassing situation internationally with this fool in office.

Back at the ranch...

Covid is in the news everyday, the Covid immunizations are moving forward and my only concern is that we are not forced to take this shot. I am not too fond of the flu shot and I don't see myself volunteering for this anytime soon. Perhaps the approaches that the American government has had with using Black people as guinea pigs such as the Tuskeegee experiments. In fact a sistah, Harriet Washington whose book, "Medical Apartheid: The Dark History of Medical Experimentation on Black Americans From Colonial Times to the Present" I will be ordering speaks in detail while many of us aren't inclined to trust medical science in the U.S. It is very real why we some of us feel this way whether we experienced in hospital situations or from a situation. I know for me I have had issues with healthcare from different situations. Recently my son's girlfriend took my grand baby to Strong Hospital a month ago and what we went through was truly sickening. I dropped off my fam early in the afternoon around noon I get a call she was ready just waiting on the discharge papers. Two hours went by and I am at the hospital parking lot waiting and texting what's the hold up. A nurse comes and meets me in Emergency waiting area and takes my number that her phone is dead ok no worries I go back to the car. I get a call from the other Glam Ma that they are accusing them of abusing the baby and are refusing to allow her to leave. So as the warrior woman I am, I'm like awe hell naw and walk up into Pediatrics Emergency. The nurses were full of it because they changed their story two times while I was there and then called security. The thing that had me heated was the baby came because she was constipated and they attempted to turn it into something else. I asked the nurse in charge what is the hold up why aren't you allowing us to leave is there a charge of child abuse she said no. So what then is the is issue why you haven't given her discharge papers for the baby? I was exhausted because it was apparent they were trying to be funny but when I asked questions they got nervous and then security stated we were not being held against our will we were free to leave they would escort us out. I do NOT trust Strong Hospital in Rochester, New York because that wasn't the first time security was called on me because of a nurse or resident doctor being racially bias. I know for a fact I am NOT impressed with western science customer relations when it comes to folks of color it seems like they always want to have us locked up or silenced when we ask a question or they seem threatened by our tone. Guess that is why when the medical community are eager to be nice to us for the sake of medical research, I hesitate because I can't forget the history of America using us as guinea pigs.

Back at the ranch...

Changed my cover image on my website to my youngest Sun, Sachee praying for this country. It is critical we keep our sanity and our health at the end of the day that's all we have. Taking the time for our mind is as health conscious as going to a doctor for high blood pressure and getting meds. I find the older I get I must turn my phone off for a few hours just to get some peace of mind and concentrate on the task at hand. Amplifying my mind means to take some down time to regroup. I find that when I am continuously running around my immune system goes down and my body seems to break down and sit me down. When I was in my thirties my mother use to tell me gurl slow down, my mindset was I had to get shyt done and nobody was going to do it if I didn't because I was a single parent and I had to hold it down. I'm not in my thirties anymore and living upstate New Yawk you have to slow down when the winter comes because it's so brick cold outside you have no choice. This winter has arrived in Rochester it was a mild fall with temperatures in the 70's and now with the consistent weather of the 30's we are sure to feel a few days of frigid cold in the near future. I would advise folks to get your tea and coffee close by because it's going to be a frigid winter my arthritis has informed me...lol

Blessingz...




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