The last few month I have been Ubering for extra cash couldn't find work upstate New York. Now it seems it is coming to an end. My vehicle is on it's last leg and honestly don't have the money to have it repaired. It has been a pleasure serving the folks in my community especially the mothers who had small children who didn't have car seats. I know there were other drivers posting the addresses of these women and Uber didn't seem to care that it was a total violation of the passengers rights. They seem to allow these foul drivers to continue to work for them.
So much has happened this week, Kate Spade ad Anthony Bourdain both committed suicide this week. Goes to show you no amount of money can keep you mentally happy when your hurting inside. I know that all to well, though you may have overcome obstacles nobody knows the inside hurt. Suicide is something I tried and it was due to internal hurt that I felt couldn't go away and would never allow me to feel free.
The National Suicide Hotline Call 1-800-273-8255
Today my mother spoke to me about not coming to New York and explained how her back was causing her pain and that she didn't want to be a sore thumb if her back hurt. I am not sure how I will make it down to NYC for my last shoot I had June 26th planned to shoot.
With all the drama going around my health I may have to rent a car and scurry back to Rochester after the shoot. Uber has been acting funny with my rides and I am not feeling them. It's ok though it's time to heal and get back to working for myself.
It is definitely time to heal... My mother and I love each other very much and extremely happy that we can always talk it out. Though I was a bit upset with her I was more disappointed on not seeing her when my heart and soul just wanted to wrap my arms around her and give her the biggest hug. Perhaps I can raise more money and purchase a ticket to see her this summer. Still raising money through my fiscal sponsor Fractures Atlas (click to donate) TENACIDAD Thank you for your kind donation!!